The other day, I was questioned about my life, about how im living, and of course.... The famous one, are you happy. ....
Now let me think for just one second.
Yes, im not perfect, neither is my fiancé.
Yes, I have my moments where i'm tired of everything, but doesn't everyone?
Yes, sometimes I wish I could have this or that, sometimes I wish to be as beautiful or as thin as another girl.
But my question is why? To myself. I ask myself this in all of these moments, why do I need that?
If I could get that fancy car, would I be satisfied or just want a newer virsion the next year?
If I had more money, wouldn't I just spend more on things I do not need?
If I was beautiful like some other girls would I love myself more, or just find something else to dislike about myself?
Why, is it that we always seek more but quite often what were seeking is right infront of us?
I tell myself each morning, when I wake up, ( not right away obviously, as if thats realistic), but after asking some of these questions, in the end; I always smile at my life.
Not because I have more than anyone, but because I have the same, and it's exactly what I wished for when I graduated highschool and I've been told that, that isn't something to be proud of....
And im really sorry to say, but going to school making a career out of it?
Falling in love; to an amazing person by the way....
Getting the keys to your first house after along fight to get it and making it a home?
Starting a life together?
Yes, its true. Most of us have done this, it doesn't make each and everyone of our stories arent worth sharring or worth being proud of?
The value of one persons effort does not diminish because of others have done the same.
I'm happy to say, that i'm happy with the life my partner and I have created.
To the moments that can't be bought!
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